From the very Beginning, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.



After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,. . All the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

Its thur alrdy,tats fast! Day by day.. The times flies lik nobody buisness. Recently hab really been thinking alot coz most of my afternoons are spent in de studio alone and i hab nth to do so jiu any hw think lor... Think until sometimes i go insane. Gosh,nvm.... Think so much also no use rite. Cn it change any thing. For those reading my blog pls dun think im crazy or emo....Coz i will be alrights. Jus lately abit lonely tats all. Btw,todae saw amanda when i and yf was working (: She still no change leh. Hahahs. lik tat say will veri bad mah? >< Mayb by helping others get happiness my happiness will also come ): I hope so bah. Coz there is always retribution and if there is retribution, there mus be a gift from god. Does doing good deeds really help? Tired,physically and mentally.... Shall end here bah. Nites.

Im worried once more...Why cant my life jus turn abit better? Hais... Why are there thing lik secrets made in tis world? I dun understand at all. I really wonder what true love is? ): All tis waiting and stuff is making me tired.. When will de day come ): Todae was quite busy as had a long day too >< Afternoon went to de studio to help out in a photoshoot for de teenage magazine.. I am in de magazine,I hope de photos look nice bah. I realise that is not easy to be a model,Hab to keep smiling and de pose,Gosh... Its tiring okay!!! Mayb next issue of teenage will hab my pic inside (: Looking forward. Then at nite went for dinner with cousins.. We chatted quite a lot as we dont really see each other much... Filled our stomach as well as our brain. Then i realise that novena de eating place hav wi-5. Cool! Another thing i feel relive is my results,At least i managed to pass everything (: Tat is something tat oni managed to make me happy..... De rest of my day jus suck i guess....): Tinking alot recently. Dun worry ppl,i will be fine de.

Hahas,Recently keep no time to blog. Finally todae i came home early so jiu blog abit bah. Entertain my readers,if there is any of coz. LOL! So recently my life jus circles around de same things,work,sleep,dancing,and her! (: Nothing much to say bah. Anw im giving flyers everywhere. So if see me pls do me a favour,HELP ME take AMAP! HAHA. Having been working with my long lost brother,YF! Didnt noe cn meet so many wierd wierd ppl when giving flyers,LOL! Scully 1 of them reading my blog nw!! Joking joking (: Hm.. 1 example is hor when i giv them flyer,they read le giv me bak!! WTF! >< LOL! Nvr see tis type of ppl sia. But at least they read! HAHAH. So will be taking a break from dancing i guess coz my favourite teacher is gone ): She went bak taiwan le.... Miss her lessons. And miss her too,Hahas. Any1 wan go taiwan with me next time? LOL! So recently been missing alot of sleep coz been hanging out till quite late at nite... Nt forgetting my RESULTS! Gosh out in 2 days time! ! ! PRAY AND PRAY! Hahas, hope i can make it for all modules.. PLEASE HELP ME GOD!! I noe eu are out there (: So tats all for tis post,loves for my pinky baby (: tar tar.

Hais.... Feeling really lousy nw :( Randy ar Randy, time and time eu failed agn. Why? I really hate myself nw. For being so lousy, so useless ): Hw i wish i can go bang de wall and wake up my inner self. Why do i become lik tis when im faced in a relationship. Isit becoz i am scared to enter another relationship agn.... Or am i jus shy lik a coward. My heart is pouring, crying for not being somebody tat im suppose to be. Everytime i give myself hope everytime i fail. Haix... i really feel lik giving up. I noe i love you but im not acting according to my heart. Why? Can god tell me why? What is stopping me? Why cant i jus give eu a hug or kiss eu like what my heart tell me to do? WHY? I guess ur gonna be dissapointed in me. Im jus a guy who hav no guts....I feel lik crying nw but does it even help? No!!! Crying at myself for being useless. I really duno wad to do now. Its nvr been like this before. Why isit happening now. I duno how to face you anymore.................................

Its been sometime since i post..Hahas. Can say im kind of busy,im kind of busy. LOL. Lady GAGA >< Todae quite alot of things happen bah,so jiu decided to blog although im really tired nw. Haha went to work at popye in de morning and it was tiring. 4 hours were enough to make me tired,frying alot and alot of stuff...and cleaning up de place,Phew de lunchtime period ar,WAAH. Taboleh Tahan i tell eu >< So ended up i quit. I fire them. LOL! Wonder still cn get any pay mah.. Doubt so bah. Anw, im might be helping my tis friend who will be my future boss/brother/friend. HAHA! Something bad happen to him todae,Shld nt say too much about him. He is kind of feeling down rite nw so as a brother of his im also feeling sad for him. Hope he is feeling better bah (: Cheer up bro,its nt de end of de world (:
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So recently also hab been dancing. (: W8ing for my friends to post de videos so i cn grab it.. Look forward Bah. Hm.. Sorry pinky baby,recently veri busy so keep no time pei eu text or etc. Hope eu dun blame me alrights.. I still love you though (: Somethings jus nvr change. And will nvr change (:
Tats all,bai bai (:

Feeling down rite nw >< mayb bcoz i had a bad day todae. Where did de daredevil randy go to? I used to be so daring that i cnt even belive wad i use to do... Nah wads de point of saying all these. I nid more actions and less thoughs... :( I dun wan to realise my mistake after i lose eu... Gib me strength god!!! And todae is a bad day sia. Coz actually went home after meeting baby* but then jiu jio bro out to play pool coz dam bored at home >< So we went but then hor we took bus 45 and then is lik i though it went to de interchange but instead it stopped opp sakura,FUCK! then it was lik raining dam big? then had to run in de rain,zz. . then nvm reach grasswood then inside full...WTF -.- Then waited a while until du lan jiu went to meet mum at hub... Bad day bad day!!! Then buy abit of stuff jiu went home le >< Hungry nw coz skipped dinner,feeling moody!!! Tats all for todae mayb next week will start working (: Hope i cn manage de job well (:

Bored sia, but then might be working starting from next week (: YEAH!!! Haha,finally got something for me to do and some income coming in (: Happy at least >< Wah body is veri stiff nw mus be de dancing ytd... the taiwan teacher was great. Although i still did not perform to my own expectations but at least he all had fun dancing. Haha hope to get de vid from my bro soon... Will be posting it on my blog bah!!! Hehe >< I lik BHB sia.... but ytd was really fun and Tiring worhs (: So tats why todae skipped dance (: LOL Looking forward to tmr sia... Missed eu~ Wah lao i suddenly hab inspiration to sing a song and upload on fb sia... But then duno hw to take vid using lappy leh >< and and also scard ltr kana alot of bad comments!! LOL!! Btw miss todae eawards.. Wondered hw was it (: Todae weather was good!!! Love rainy days. At least better than seeing de sun mah. Hahas,Tat time dam funny. I saw yu huan at hub then i lik walk past her then i lik look at her using one strange face then she lik in a hurry to toliet so jiu nvr call her. Then after that text her to cfm hor then surprisingly she cn regonise me sia >< Hao bah jiu end here.. (: Cool weather to sleep. Bai bai.

Hm.. Nth to do sia,so jus blog for fun? Hope cn make it for either one of the interview on thursday? Wow,nowadays secondary school subjects are so difficult -.- Gosh,What is MOE doing. I think they mus be thinking that kids these days are growing smarter... CRAP! Haven been dreaming in my sleep. I wan to dream! i heard that when ur dreaming,ur nt sleeping >< Isit true? I wonder. O.O Hais,nth to blog about........... hm.. shld i start to keep bak my fringe? Should I?
Advice: PLS DO NOT TRY HANDSTAND AT HOME!
LOL,Misery and pain is what awaits (:

Hahas todae went to play pool with my good pal YF. Hm.. Wah he improved a lot ah!!! LOL. Nid more practise le. (: Mayb starting my dance classes on thur. And And nt forgetting im still finding a job? More of job come to me? Hehe^^ WAH dunnoe why recently weather like xiao SIA!! Super duper hot the worhs,I noe sun free lar, cn ask de rain out to play mah? Otherwise im so gonna melt down -.-
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Hm.. wads the meaning of life? FML? HAHAS!
Waiting for de someone? Though there is no guarantee but love is just so innocent. (:
Tats all ppl. (:

Tiring day todae >< Went dancing in de morning,PSR. Gosh!! So after which went to subway had lunch. Hahas,strangely nt crowded. Recently lik mac ice cream alot!!! Cravings for it...LOL! So still nt found a job yet...Economic crisis? Nah,lazy. When a men is lazy,excuses is de oni option! OMG,contacts are going to expire soon,zz. Means nid get new ones agn,ARRRRR. Looks lik de men has really got to work!!! Haha,Saw kenneth todae. Wah ai zai ar blonde sio. Btw,nice hair eu got bro. When going to go out together? Hehe^^ Sianz. Ring ding dong ring ding dong!!! Nth to write le,life's boring although its free.

Hm.. Todae went out with a long lost brother of mine. (: Going to broke soon. Nid a job seriously. But then no job come find me leh. Hahas. Todae went to watch de singapore movie. Zhuo ren, they direct translate the title. Making men or smt. Forget le. LOL. Hm.. then went to walk around j8 for like half hour or so, damn bored sia. Then went in acarde play play a while. Time was like crawling.. Duno why? Saw a machine lik cn let eu earn tokens de worh. Dam good, saw 1 guy there playing, was lik fishing or smt then when he catch de fish got token come out,LOL! SO went to catch de movie after tat. Singapore movies are lik standard de, funny genre. ZZ. But then de ending was a twist haha,like de NG. Got 1 part de guy the nose was like dripping with mucus... Haha but it was funny (: So after de movie,went to play more acarde coz my friend ask me to teach him tekken. Although i nt so pro but then still cn manage to defeat quite alot of ppl there. Hahas. LOL. Veri long nvr play,Skill abit rusty. -.- AnW after tat jiu went to eat,Chatted quite alot, coz lik so many years nvr see le... Wonder tmr wan to do wad. WOW time really flies when ur enjoying... Its lik fri already,GOSH! haha. Alrights,Shall stop at here. Nt forgetting to say, Love my pinky baby,Muacks. Haha. Tar Tar

Holidays are coming~ After tmr. But why dont i feel de holiday mood at all? Why? Anw,i nid a job. Any1 hav lobang or what jus feel free to contact me okay. Nid it desperately! So tmr last paper,DBMS. Its lik i oni read through de book tis afternoon. No mood at all >< Hoping to revise ltr bah, praying that last min work will do wonders. Sometimes i jus hope that when i wake up i could go bak to the past. Starting everything all over again and nt making those silly mistakes in my life. But i can't and i noe nobody can. Recently hav been thinking alot,coz alot of free time,Hahas. Free time to daydream and think. Recently jus got tap tap on my itouch,Swee. Obsessed with it. (: I got a feeling that my grades this sem would sure drop and mayb even fail. Praying hard that i cn at least past everything so that i can dun hab to repeat any module. ): Body aching all over nw coz of ytd dance. The taiwan teacher's choreo was super fierce, kepp cnt catch up. Mus really train more le. She said something which i find really meaningful and useful. I rmb she say dance is nt about technique as everyone cn pick up de technique real fast. Dancing is about the feel. Learning the moves and then mixing your own style into it is what makes dancing fun and nice to watch. Hm.. nvr forgetting about eu, my pinky baby. Hahas. Love yar. And Sayonara~